Day 32

Finally the evil drummer boy is gone. I don't know if the Tylenol did him in or the idea that I took an ibuprofin along with the Tylenol or if it is just simply the injections of Nupregin and Procrit. Whatever it is I am so very thankful that the pounding is gone in my head. It was beating me down with every hour.

I woke up this morning just as pastey white has I have been. I'm weak and very washed out. My body aches and moving is very tiring.

But I do feel better.

I have to make it in to work just for a couple of hours to do the payroll. I'll wear the surgical mask like the Doc. said and I won't do anything more than to get peoples pay checks ready for them. Today is their payday...I will not let them down. With the drummer boy gone I can deal with it.

After that I'll come home and go back to bed.

I'm getting better. I know that I am. It just feels like I've fallen into some deep dark hole and now I'm slowly climbing my way back out of it.

I don't ever want to go back there again....