Ok, so I pretend not to think about it but I am. Stay's in the back of mind all of the time. How could it not?

This stupid little dragon.

Recently, questions have been popping up in my head more often.

For instance, Anti Depressents...if started before hand what could they really do? I'm not depressed....sure I have anxiety, hell who wouldn't at this point. That just wouldn't be human. But If I am anxious won't A.D.'s cause more? It's on my list to ask the Doc.

And there's the question of the Liver Biopsy seeming to be not so high on the priority list for tx. It's important, I understand that, but I get the impression that people elsewhere determine to treat or not to treat depending on it's outcome and how much damage has been done to the liver.

It seems to me that the biopsy is being used only to rule out tx. If my liver damage is too great then they may pull tx off of the table. This train of thought hasn't come from the study.....it's come way before I knew about the study....even before going to Hershey. So why does it seem as though to treat of not to treat is based on the Biopsy everywhere else but in my area.

Then there's Ibuprofen versa Tylenol....I could go back and forth with that one all day long! Everyone seems to have a different opinion on it.

Since I told my Doc that I take Ibuprofen for pain and she did not object....I guess I'll go with that until she changes it. I have to rely on her opinion simply because she is a Hep C specialist.

Oh there are loads of questions rolling around in this little brain of mine. I go to Hershey in 2 days (yes U.C. I'm still counting...somehow it makes me feel better), I'll ask some of my questions then....some questions can't be answered.

I still haven't found a name local brand for Guarana yet, so if anybody knows of one that I can find locally or in the U.S. online (U.S. online because my credit card has already been stolen twice and I would like to lesson the likelyhood), please drop me the name.....there are days that I could really use it.

So that's about it...I'm doing good, I'm a little nervious about the biopsy itself but I'm taking it in stride. I'm pretty nervious about tx but who wouldn't be...it's just too much of the unknown. It'll come soon enough and the unknown part will finally be over with. I deal with it.

Got to go make Jimmy Grits! lol He fell in love with them when we went to Florida! Go figure - a Northener who loves grits!

Enjoy the day.