Day 97

Thursday night was only half a shot of Inerferon and Half a shot of Nuepogen, But they still kicked my ass a bit. I'm wiped out.

The good news though is that I'm not nauseuos. I'm just drained. I have no energy at all. I guess that's expected since my blood levels are still low and well it is still inerferon. Not to mention that I don't get along too well with Nuepogen either.

Is this what regular tx feels like? I'm glad that they didn't tell me to take the full shot of Inerferon. I think they're right....my body isn't ready for it yet. It does need to recuperate from the trial drug more.

The one thing that I am looking forward to is seeing how many good days I wind up with now that I'm not on the trial drug. I was having maybe 2 good days, if that, a week.

Yesterday I had to go lay down at work for a while. (Thank God for Susan who watches over me at work). It helped me make it through the day. All I wanted to do was go to bed. I came home last night, ate and laid on the couch. Then I went to bed early.

This morning I'm still washed out. No energy at all. But still no nausea either. I just hear the couch calling my name.

I'm hoping that I start to feel better later today. Jimmy surprised me and picked up the plants for my garden yesterday. :) Now I just need to feel well enough to get them planted. I won't push myself. The plants are fine for days the way they are.

So that's it..Ducky's not home but I know he didn't go far.